None of the Above

There’s also this lovely option which says that you don’t need a fucking thing but I seem to be spinning out of control. That might be because I can’t get medical attention. It tends to make folks uncomfortable and worried. I understand that there is a psychosomatic component to everything but my blood pressure is dangerously high. That can kill.

I can’t exactly trust the hospital that refused to treat me but tortured me before releasing me. I am doing my fucking best to remain calm so that I don’t die. Y’all can just kiss my fucking grits until I get normal, routine access to medical care. This is just fucking ridiculous.

Whoever can cuss me up one side and down the other if I can do the same. They can scream whatever slur they want at me. It won’t exactly hurt my feelings but maybe we can move forward afterwards with some sort of decency and compassion for a major crime victim who has only managed to hurt some feelings. I am so sorry for hurting your feelings somehow but seriously.

I know. I’m a nigger so I can use the word but you can’t. It’s not fair. Tell me about it. If you are harassing me because of my religion, you are by definition niggering me and are therefore the actual nigger or ignorant person. You have committed such a grievous act that it was called out. You are offended by me calling you out yet I am not offended by your actions. That says that you can dish it out but you can’t handle it.

The only time that I have ever called someone out for hate crimes was when my neighbors made a false report to police and I said that they were just niggering me so as to explain succinctly to the officer questioning me about someone breaking into my house and why I wasn’t worried. He niggered that officer too. Just to be fair.

And when a large number of people violated every single one of my rights for an extended number of days, putting me into paralysis and discharging me to a homeless shelter without treating my high blood pressure. It was certainly known about and reported long before I finally felt safe enough to phone the FBI but I did.

I am annoyingly doing my absolute fucking best here and could certainly use a bit of fucking RESPECT! Seriously.