Hope is Lost

I try to stay positive and keep hope alive but I have hit so many brick walls at the bottom and top of society trying to get anyone to see that human traffickers must be stopped. They are simply worried about how it will affect them or if they will be sued. Truth, justice and accountability are meaningless to them. The lives of the vulnerable at the hands of terrorists are meaningless. Only their own comfort, safety, lives and livelihoods matter to them.

Corrupt law enforcement, government agencies and politicians have sat in stoney silence as I beg for the lives of children, 3 and 7 since my first escape attempt on May 9, 2024. I have informed thousands of people from politicians to reporters to community leaders and members numerous times in over two years of pleas. I have been gaslit and then ignored at every turn. The pleas of others who have tried to intercede on our behalf have only been met with more of the same.

I don’t know anyone who hasn’t been moved to tears by my story of torture, murder, theft and fraud at the hands of hired caregivers meant to help and protect my mother with advanced Alzheimer’s and myself who was bedridden by very severe ME/CFS, aptly nicknamed The Living Death.

I also don’t know anyone who hasn’t been inspired by my perseverance, determination, selflessness, compassion and courage in the face of seemingly insurmountable odds. I have had doctors, psychologists, law enforcement, criminals, social workers, lawyers and others secretly cheering me on and encouraging me to just somehow hold on and overcome this tragedy.

All of this is meaningless if those in power refuse to do anything about it and those who support me remain publicly silent. I am completely alone and am forced to remain so.

I am a sitting duck with a massive target on my back. People want me dead and silenced. I can’t even get medical care because I was attacked by staff at the hospital. There are zero repercussions for any of it. My murder would be celebrated as has every single defeat I face. This has left me open to sexual harassment, exploitation and abuse because nobody will face any consequences for their actions.

The world would rather cower in fear and pray that they aren’t next than do anything. When everyone cowers in fear, we are all next. The powerful will continue to grow in their greed, control and bloodshed. The sycophants will be thrown to the wolves when they fail to appease their masters in the slightest.

I just await my death as I descend into madness in isolation, as society demands. I have no choice. Man chose inhumanity to man while I screamed that

Every life matters, especially yours.

God have mercy on our souls.