I Am an FBI Informant
Heed My Warnings and Advice
I don’t make any bones about telling people exactly who I am; what happened to me; and that I’m being watched. I am still getting addicts trying to ‘party’ with me. Some assume that I’m an addict; easy to control or won’t talk. This is even after boldly telling some of them and the world that I told authorities about Mr Joshua Young.
While I have great sympathy, understanding and respect for what addicts deal with, I don’t tolerate illegal behavior, especially when it traumatizes others. I am a narc. I don’t play and I warn people that I don’t. It amazes me when they try me.
People have been trying my patience and my health. I have seen people who are terrified to be around addicts, especially when using. Being around a person high on Meth is frightening. They have no sense of reality or logic. I equate it to being with my biological father who had multiple personalities from severe childhood abuse.
When he changed into a personality that wanted to harm others, you couldn’t reason with him. You could only distract him while trying to keep everyone safe. Police officers almost shot him in front of my half brother as a toddler. It isn’t something anyone should ever have to confront nor deal with.
I don’t appease, condone nor tolerate abuse of any kind. I try to stop it without police involvement. When that doesn’t happen, I notify authorities. In the case of our traffickers, I have repeatedly notified more people than necessary to prevent any further harm or loss of life to anyone, including them.
I have realized that addicts don’t read nor believe anything. I have seen people openly passing things between them and trying to make sure that I won’t talk. I have seen clearly intoxicated people being belligerent to myself and others. I have been told about current drug usage openly and honestly in glowing terms with offers to partake.
Today I added a more simplistic badge to my purse. I am hoping that it will be more easily understood by foolish addicts, dealers and criminals who want to try me. I am an FBI informant. I will turn a bitch in in a heartbeat and have on numerous occasions. I suggest that you don’t bet. You’ll most assuredly lose like Mr Joshua Young and others.
I talk because I know that
Every life matters, especially yours.
God bless Nebraska and especially Her people.
